I hoped that he would love me,
And he has kissed my mouth,
But I am like a stricken bird
That cannot reach the south.

For tho' I know he loves me,
To-night my heart is sad;
His kiss was not so wonderful
As all the dreams I had.

~Sara Teasdale

I love that poem.

I had a dream the other night that I was with this guy that I am pretty much over, I think. And for some reason we were just hanging out, talking, whatever. And he said, "Hey, don't you think we should just, you know, date, get it over with?" I was game. I guessed that meant we were "going out" or whatever kids today call that.

Later we were sitting fairly close to each other and talking and he and I looked at each other. It didn't seem the right moment and again he said, "Should we just get it over it?" So we started to kiss. And ...Much like Ms. Teasdale's poem, it was horrendeous. I mean, it was bad. But after many a much macking session it got better....

XD

We then went to see off my friend Mary, when she left in a space ship. haha.

Planet Zero

Marvelous Marquis and his band of awesome:
PLANET ZERO!!!!
Check it out on MySpace

http://www.myspace.com/planetzer0

An article written about PZ!

http://www.examiner.com/x-13114-Buffalo-Underground-Music-Examiner~y2009m6d24-Peace-out-Jupiter-Its-Planet-Zeros-time-to-shine

I am loving their new song, Stuck in a Bottle. Awesome!!!!!

An e-mail from a friend, Lolita

(Lolita speaking)

"I feel my determination weakening. I'd done pretty darned well, until NOW. TEMPTATION!! Ohmythatsmells SOOO good. I want to eat Boxa's candle. My coworker, Boxa, lit some kind of blueberry-tart candle & though I've smelled it, I never really paid attention before today -- day 4 of my diet -- I mean healthy lifestyle -- and I want to EAT HER CANDLE RIGHT NOW.

(later)
ok i ate 6 almonds & cut up a nectarine & the half a banana i had left from yesterday and threw in a a few grapes. that'll have to substitute for that delicious candle that i really want to eat. but as soon as Boxa is finished w/ her client i'm going to warn her to NEVER leave that candle unguarded."

new BM meds

Me (watching commericial): I need that. No, I want to ghet my butt stapled. Is that possible? Bears do it. Just for a season. Or a lap-band for my butt.

For every 35 lbs a man loses, he gains an inch in penis. ... See Oprah can teach us something. ...seriously, what kind of stndies/reseach did they do for this?
<3
Aimee & Gambit ( & Emmett)
<3

curious

What used to be my siggy. I wonder who I was thinking about or just trying to be Emo?

Other signatures...

At Felay For Life and someone told my co-worker, P Gal, that they liked the big buttons on her cell phone, but they said, "I LOVE YOUR BIG BUTTONS". As in, "I like big buttons, and I cannot lie. You other cell phoners can't deny..."

quotes from Catcher in the Rye

I mean most girls are so dumb and all. After you neck them for a
while, you can really watch them losing their brains. You take a girl
when she really gets passionate, she just hasn't any brains. ~J.D.
Salinger,The Catcher in the Rye, Chapter 13

For some reason this makes me laugh to myself and shake my head....

Yesterday I curled my hair and a little girl in my primary class saw me and squeeled (no pun intended), "You look like Miss Piggy!!!" ... I was a little disheartened, "Is that a good thing or a bad thing?" "I LOOOOOVE IT" she said. So... yay ...for me...looking like a muppet! woot!

My father seems to have developed an acute form of antiqueted Tourette's Syndrome. Oh @!%&N' joy!

My Dell comp has broken again. I want to sit and cry. It doesn't seem fair, it's been two months since I haven't had a problem with it. First the fan went and they replaced the motherboard then. But there were still problems, them they replaced the hard drive and the memory (and other bits). Now I am having problems again. I want my money back. Beth says the people at Best Buy said Dell laptops made last year (2008) are crap. Rawr.

Things I learned today...

"You can use Schmap to tweet better. And doesn't that make a great
alibi?:
"It couldn't have been me officer! Look at my twitter page, I was walking
the dog in Venice! I would never lie to my tweeps!"

"...Trade size for power" (WOW! That's cool!)

"Colors in the Google Rainbow!"

I just realized I have no real close friends. I am not sure how I feel about this. Am I sad that I don't have a BFF? Or happy I can never be hurt? . . . I AM A ROCK, I AM AN ISLAND.

Yesterday I spent the afternoon outside, in the gorgeous 90 degree weather.

I am now friends with a girl in the circus. I told Pam about this and she said I could totally be in the circus. That I am in fact a, "circus waiting to happen." haha!!